Cherubs Gate

Why did I reach out stretching fingertips free of doubt
Why not wait?
Why so forthright to open heavens gate!!

Cherubs flying in haste
….Young eyes of delight 
A cornucopias radiance 
-a taste within sight!

Naive to futures …lead heavy might
I ventured carefree into this night. 
-Only safe in hindsight 
Gutted heart pleads -shredding ….it bleeds 
….leads tenderness to hesitate.